I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP

I really don't know what I want to be when I grow up, and I know that I don't have to decide right away. But I really want to make a decision. SOON. ASAP. RIGHT AWAY. Honestly, I want to do something practical, and something that will allow me to LIVE because it provides a stable source of income. But I also want to do something I love, something that makes me happy to wake up every morning and do. BUT BUT BUT, one of the biggest ones, is that I want to do something that makes my parents happy, something that is worthy of their standards. They're so supportive, more supportive then they will ever know, however I know that they are both SO EDUCATED, so it drives me to want to follow their career path. I know I'm only a teenager, but if I could decide what I wanted to be, that would take 20% OF MY ANXIETY AWAY.

Growing up sucks.

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